The hypocrites

Until recently, then I realised that so many people around me are hypocrites… How I know? When they are around you, they try to be nice to you, sharing you with their experiences etc, but when they know that you are almost there, attaining almost the same status as them, they start to pass sacarstic remarks to you. They can even give you a smile at your failure and pretend that nothing has happened before. Scary yah?

I always thought that I’ve got a really good group of friends who are around me, supporting me, to share my success and my failure, but I guess, I’m totally wrong and I’m totally disappointed. I’m disappointed not because of the result, but disappointed with the ugly behaviour that I’ve seen. So ugly that I just hope they will never be part of my life anymore cause its just too scary. They are around me not too share my success, but to see how bad I will fall and how I will fail.

I’ve never imagine to be living in such a competitive environment but well, the reality just tells me that in fact, I AM! I’m just too naive. I told myself that what I see and what I hear is wrong, but today, I’ve finally seen it all, and at the very moment, it just scares me off and I thought, is this real?

I’m glad I’ve found a group of supporters, who will be there supporting me, encouraging me and guiding me, which includes my family (of course must specially mention my wife).