I was lying on bed for almost a week and I’ve never been so sick before. I was so sick that each time when I’m sleeping, I’m sort of hallucinating, believing that I’m somewhere in the universe. Probably its the effect of the medication.
One of it was when I thought I was a conference venue and directing thousands of people who are attending the conference and each time, whenever someone called me (I mean my mom or wifey), I will think that its the working crew who are calling me for stuff. Then the next time, I thought that I’ve closed a sponsorship deal via Twitter, it was as real as it gets. Sadly, when I woke up and check my phone, there was no such tweet. The third experience was alittle out of the world. I actually dreamt that I was at a wonderland with my family members and we ended with a show (in a National Day Rally setting). The scariest part was my late grandfather, grandmother, grand aunt and one of their friends whom I think have also pass away. In the dream, my dad was so excited to take a picture with them, but yet, no matter how many times I press on my camera, the picture was never taken. In the midst of it, my grandmother told us that she is currently staying with my grandfather at Choa Chu Kang, well, which is kind of true since she is buried at Choa Chu Kang.
This has probably been the worst week of my life and I’m glad that its going to be over soon, although my throat is still burning with an unknown number of ulcers. I’ll be heading back to work tomorrow and I hope I will be able to get back to normalcy soon.
